So... You ever get that feeling when you're just sitting at your desk listening to Fallout Boy and eating tuna pasta with corn, and you suddenly realise there is something missing? Have you ever realised how you made shit decisions because school decided to swallow up your life? Because let me tell you something I have. I mean It's nearly been over two months and the only thing on my mind through all of these mocks were nothing but. "You're a dumbass, you left the people who you could tell anyone? And for what? Because life got a bit to stressful?"


All I can say is sorry for my stupidity and selfishness, and all I can hope for is that you guys can forgive me.


But for now, I guess I'm back.


But please one thing. If you do take me back, please take me off staff, as one of my own requests. I wasn't any help back then and with me leaving, I doubt I'll be much help now. Instead I want to work my way up, prove to myself and everyone else, that if I want this I will have to work for it. I know I was a dead-weight back then, and I still am now, so I can't stand myself holding shit back and then getting angry over something I didn't pay attention to.